environment

This year one of my topics for my personal growth was to be more patient. This is a huge challenge as I really did not get patience as part of my DNA. :) I got engraved the sense of urgency however… My mind-pattern was : all is just so very important and has to be done, decided upon or dealt with this second. Later it will be too late. And the consequences will be disastrous. So I always wanted to things to be done faster and usually created a sense of urgency. Letting go and letting things “just happen” was something I really could not wrap my mind around. My attitude and actions created a stressful and tense environment. At work we achieved high results but it also felt as.